Never facebook stalk EVER! I typically follow that rule but everyone now and then I do get curious and do it...and then I end up regretting it, like right now.
Know how I said highschool was great and Senior year was like my glory moment, well guess well 3 years later and I realized how blind I was to everyone around me because I only spent it feeling sorry for myself from all the crap that I should have gone to counseling for. But nooooo I didn't want to go see a "shrink"! I wanted to be "just like everyone else" and handle my problems "just like everyone else". Which never happend because I just whined and bitched about them to anyone that would give me the time of day.
Hey want to know what I learned just now.....THEY EVENTALLY STOPPED LISTENING!! but nooooo I just kept going and going and the selfish word vomit just kept spewing. Now I'm 21 with barely hanging on to 2 of my friends from highschool by the sheer grace of God!
I know I have said "I'm going to change".
But it's now or never.
~Lo out
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