Today was fun...sleeping in would have been great...but it was worth it to get to hangout with the two most entertaining guys in my life looking for new tires one of their's car. Tell me that any place that sells you tires along with $1.50 hotdog w/drink isnt a freaking awsome place! ok im slightly biased because they so far are the only place i know who sells like 24pack of 8oz redbull!!! (i want someone to get that for me on my birthday...*cough* july 6th *cough cough*).
Although recently i have so enjoyed hangin with girls...sooo much fun! I was having a conversation with one of them today about guys and whether or not i would consider trying to make friends with new guys....i said eh not really... I mean at this point in my life i think any guy really wants to get to know me...isnt looking for another person to play SSB (super smash brothers) they are probably more or less interested in me as a possible girlfriend/potential wife....or if they'er a douche...someone they would like to mess around with...fyi not gonna happen!!
anyway idk why i was thinking about that i guess with being hurt from last saturday's event, i have started to seriously rethink guys and myself...in the sense that yes i am attractive and i need to stop thinking that no guy wants me...cause obviously...they do...AND now that im in my 20's girls and guys have pretty much established their "go to gal/guy" friend, so any new person of the opposite sex they are really wanting to meet....more than likely is to possibly start something on a more romantic level with.
On another note....I AM SOOOO TIRED! work is going well, but im just exhausted!! being on my feet for 7hours is nuts...well for me because im soo not use to it, but then again this is the life i chose for me...its either this or...school....then again....i would have to work regardless....so this isnt so bad. I guess i will see the reward once i see my first pay stub :) i hope i get paid soon because i really need to pay off student loans and car inssurance. lol i find it funny that when i have nothing to do i'm lonely and begging for people to hangout with me...but now since im around people all the time...being alone isnt sooo bad hahaha wow who ever though i would say that!! lol but all in all i do enjoy my job especially since i dont have to wear the same exact icky uniform like a lot of places require you to...and even though im on my feet a lot....the people i help are pretty much super nice..and the people i work with are super super nice..compared to where i could be working...so even tho the hours are long and i still havent found a shoe that keeps me from having blisters.....i do really enjoy my job :)
So basically i need to remember that right now guys who want to meet me dont want to be "just friends" , and despite the fact that im super tired and my feet are sore...i do enjoy my job :)
Ugh tomorrow is sunday...as much as i really want to sleep in i should go to church....i mean if im still tired i could take a nap later tomorrow...usually once im up im up...if the schedual that i found is correct...ill be stoked!
As much as i want to go to bed...i really need some one on one time with my buddy God...i mean after all He is the Only One who has been putting the peices of my messed up heart back together...man is He good!
~Lo out
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