It's been awhile since the last time I was so mad I screamed....last night was one of those nights...
As much as I wish I didn't feel this way...I do wish I wasn't kissed by this guy last saturday. It's bad enough that before he was going wondering if 2 girls liked him...then after he kisses me he tells me he was sorry...to be honest i was ok...and then he tells me he told one of the girls he liked them...and got shot down.
It wasn't untill last night he had the nerve to ask me if i would tell him the name of one of the girls sitting next to me....first of all i just met her and thats weird...second...REALLY!?!?!? i mean seriously you obviously cannot make up your mind as to what you want...so why even ask!
Ugh.....as much as the random moment was nice....the anger and hurt just wasnt worth it. I was kinda hoping that my next kiss came from a boyfriend...but i guess im just going to have to make sure my 3rd kiss does come from a guy who really does want me and ONLY me. A guy who is going to call me sweetheart, or babe...idk but most importantly a guy who is serious about his walk with Christ.... know after these last 6 months staying focus on Christ really is super important in order to maintain a healthy lifestyle. Thank goodness for those friends of mine who keep me grounded, along with doing what they can to cheer me up :)
~Lo out
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