Emotionally drained does not even BEGIN to express how I'm feeling now...from worrying about being great at my job, a random *woah* :) moment, sad, frustrated, giggly, awkward, scared, and now pretty pissed for being jumped down by mom for having the car out late...when i in fact came home EARLY tonight unlike the last two nights....when i feel like today she has only been in a bad mood....yeah so that being said...im tired of this crazy emotional ride ive been on the last couple of days....
it's time to get off the ride and chill.
I miss sleeping and I hate that i havent been do to stress and fear.
I miss being able to think before i say something
I miss being happy for more than 1hr or 2
Im so blessed to have my buddies make sense of everything while im unable to. they arent afraid to call me out, and they love me no matter what i do....and after the last couple of days i still cant see how they do it! and most importantly they remind me to seek God's wisdom/comfort constantly!
Its good to know im wanted even when im not around...makes having to plow through emotional time not as tough :)
I'm going to bed and thank goodness i can tell that this nights rest will be peaceful!
~Lo out
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