Work went really well today..thank goodness! I feel like I really am getting better everytime I'm there!
Nice to have at least one aspect of my life doing well,
Actually to be honest a lot of other areas in my life are going well, sure i'm trying to more of a girly-girl than a tom boy...all the while still keeping myself spiritually in check especially around guys. Yeah i'm feeling better about last night and that whole..being extreamly angry and mad at that guy...now im not mad but still kinda hurt....
but if anything is going to make me cry...its going to be one of my favorite people leaving for the summer. I mean i wish i wasn't sad, she is going to be totally serving God this summer all the while growing and having fun at the same time! I know summer camp for me was one of the BEST times of my life and not a day goes by when i think about camp! I mean if it wasnt for camp i probably wouldnt have the job i have now! So i have more reason not to be upset...but i will be selfishly. She has proven to be quite the amazing chick in my life the last couple of weeks i have gotten to spend with her. She has been my crying shoulder, my barrel of laughs, and my sun shine on cloudy days :) ok so thats a little cliche but i guess thats just the kinda relationship we have lol and i wouldnt want anything else! I'm sure i will feel better once i get word from her once she's there...and maybe if by an amazing chance get to see her a weekend.....pipe dream???
Anyway like i mentioned above at least work is going well so thats something that will take my mind off...and i have other friends around that are just as amazing in their own way :)
tomorrow will be bittersweet....and no matter what God's got His hand on eveything/everyone which is super comforting to know....especially when you dont knw what to expect...
~Lo out
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