So the wednesday night dinner/worship went really well! I mentioned i was frustrated in my last post about how no one was going to give me credit for this idea i had...well that was like so selfish and prideful of me actually my post as a whole yesterday was really selfish and pridefull....i mean first i went on about like i said getting no credit whatsoever for this wednesday night thing, and then i ranted on about how im irritating to my friends and....
seriously am i that lame!?!?
I'm offending people without really meaning too! I actually still cant believe people even read this blog!
anyway i got a job and i start work today at 11am. im really nervous because i havent had a job in awhile and strangers i have to communicate with scare the crap out of me! Its a relief tho that im working in the same mall that one of my close friends also works at, so thats really reassuring. I am worried, however, if i will ever get to go to 1822 or JC@theDG but i really wont find out untill today :/
uh *smacks head* sooo seriously need to stop worrying....thats what is getting me into trouble....if i really would trust that not only God does have is hand on everything....but also along with the fact that i am good enough to be loved and wanted by others...life would go so much more smoother for me! this whole quest to be happy is completely in vain if i dont look at myself in a mirrior and figure out what "I" am doing to prevent myself from being happy....
i will let ya know what happend at work today
untill then...
~Lo out
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