My first season

So the last post was brief and not very descriptive...mainly because i had no time to write one....but i felt like i was being slightly lazy with the up keep...just like my bedroom.....im not sure when the last time i vacumed or saw my floors......oh well....  so for starters

im leaving my retail job in 2 weeks...well technically 1 week and 6 days as of today...i can tell this is going to be the worlds longest week..... ugh. Then beginning the first of Jan. 2011 i will begin my new job as being a nanny for my older sister watching my nephew...which is sooo totes magoats! i love my nephew! everyday is a new day in which he gets to learn something life altering...whether its a new phrase that actually makes sense, or how to give a high five :) i basically get to teach him the basics.....of the few things i do knw...i do infact have a phd in high-fiving :P well...if they did have that degree program i would have a phd.....

next another major change is one of my closest friends is moving in with the family.  sure i have had other last named people live in this house, but for the first time not just me but the whole family is excited for many reasons, mom gets to spoil someone new, dad gets another guy around the house who share similar humor, lil bro gets an older brother figure who is equally talented in the video juegos department, abby gets another person in which to con attention out of...and i get to be seth cohen...crap! that means i gotta brush up on my "Bright Eyes" and "Death Cab" knowledge....and learn how to skateboard down a pier....thank goodness i got the "quirky, awkward, never dated, good looking but still slightly socially inept" thing down.....yes i just made a very long OC reference....kinda proud....not to mention i am listening to my self made "oc station" on pandora....sn: should totally rewatch The OC again....

lets see whats next....um uh really need to start playing catch-up with everyone! ugh why do i have to work this week!?!?!?! at least i get to go to church tomorrow before work and i only have to work 5 hours anyway on sunday sooo its not all bad...and yeah i have to work monday to...but tuesday im off....sorta help the kid move in..not complaining but ......*crossing fingers* hopefully at a decent hour that allows for sleeping in. uh booked solid this week...kinda lame

but then again its only less than 2 weeks of this chaos and then im done. dont get me wrong....i loved the company i was serving, and the people i worked with...but it really does take a special person to work retail and well 2 family deaths, a lack of God, and some sucky "friends" kinda sucked all the energy out. 

yeah i guess i havent spoken much on the "sucky friends" thing, because i have tried to pretend that their lack of connection doesnt bother me....but it hurts ya knw. Sure im known for being the one to  initiate conversation...but hello relationships are a 2 person thing....

sorry enough of my rant...on the brightside though all the crap at least i have one full hand of people who love me..and yeah are there for me not just physically but also in mind as well.

alright well its almost 1am...and if i have every intention of going to church i should go to bed...

night

~Lo out