Ironically i ended up doing all three locations....and im proud of myself for having to go in. the nice thing about it was they didnt really need me after all, they had to cut hours from people. I have a day off tomorrow and a session as well....hopefully my therapist can help me clear away the messyness in my head and help me figure out some ways to not be so easily derailed.
I refuse to sit around and do nothing just because life threw me some tragic curve balls. that was the main reason i ended up going in today....well yeah i couldnt find anyone...but i could have just quit....and been like "eh im done" but im tired of running when i "cant handle something". thats why i dropped out of college. I couldnt handle the classes and instead of pushing myself....i quit. How am i suppose to find happiness if i just runaway? Looks like I'm learning something through this blog of mine.....What's keeping me from "my yellow brick road"....
~Lo out
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