* loud on clap then rubs hands together* kind of a way for me to help the words flow from my never ceasing mind onto the keyboard. Not that I really have anything profound to say today....then again to I ever :P
Im impressed with myself with how well I have been keeping up with making sure communication with God occurs daily...like crazy impressed! In fact last night I even decided to crank open the dusty pink Bible and have some much needed quiet time *gasp* lol ok so that shouldnt be a big deal for a christian to do...actually if one thinks about it...a christian blowing dust off a Bible is a pretty pathetic action to even mention! The desire to dive into the Bible and gaze through the passages should be so strong that its as your hands were super-glued to the book....but lets be honest....I really have never ment somone of the sorts. I doubt anyone would...odds are those people spend time in there homes reading instead of going out into the world and actually doing what God calls us in the Bible to do.....then again coming right back into the initial question....how do we know what God is calling us to do if we never read?? But if we are wasting our time reading...how will God's work ever be done???
Random to post about this...but I guess the Peru app even tho its done (yeah i finished it friday...*gasp*) I'm still thinking about those essay questions....not that the application was bad or awfull...just extreamly thought provoking....as it should be especially when it comes to shipping people to represent the organizations...and even the country to other parts of the world. While I was going through the questions I couldnt help thinking how unqualified I must sound...i kinda suck at properly articulating what I really am feeling/thinking....unless well its on a place like this where there is no pressure. I know in my heart I belong in Peru because I feel God drawing me there for some unknown reason like the world's strongest magnet....but with all my complaints with filling out this document I did gain a desire to build an even stronger connection to God then before! It's pretty crazy.....yeah i know i have been going on in the blog the last couple of days with trying to be a "better version" of me...and i really feel like the application in an odd sort of way was a great way to kick start this. having to dig down deep and explain why I feel so strongly about a relationship with God/Christ and why I feel that others should know Him and have a similar desire.....that even though i may have lost that strong deep desire with everything thats gone on in the last couple of months....my desire wasnt completely gone...just simply dormant...and now the desire is starting to awake inside me....cliche yes...true...oh yeah! I'm not saying im on some crazy spiritual high or anything....but i am starting to be a little more aware of how i act/what i say/what i do around my friends and family. I wouldnt say im a different person... i still have my moments im not exactly a shining star...but hey at least im closer to a "better me" then i was before!
~Lo out
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