Being on my period may explain the reason im sooo senstive right now...but what doesnt seem to make sense is how easy this year seems to be going....im still no where near where i would like to be spiritually/maturity/emotionally/physically....basically all the "ly"words.. Yes never trust anything that bleeds and doesnt die (a famous phrases quoted by my guy friends). Ugh this month is the first time i have struggled so much physically and emotionally with this stupid curse "blessed upon all women of the earth.....when i open my eyes and see any survivors from this Lo storm....im going to be impressed...
I need to get this together *thinks of stu from hangover* This is only from the first of this month....and im only halfway into it! ikdjg'irgarjgqrwogjrqo'pqrjgqrejgqerpgjrpogjqre'pogjer'ojgqer'po
Tomorrow i have a session....the last time i went to therapy i was still employed at my retail job...ho-ly-crap. sooo much has happend sense then...uh and only 50 mins to pick through the messy parts.....btw with how i have been lately that is NOT enough time whatsoever. I feel bad for my housemate...they totally dont deserve to have to live with such an emotional creature. *rolls eyes* ill get this jahnke together....yup
well im closing out this post on a high...because having this blog up and decently running for a year is pretty freaking exciting! Look back through my post and seeing my progression is very helpful...i should make reading them more frequent to have a wiser future....will that happen...not sure BUT what i can tell you is that i would have never thought i would be where i am today a year ago...cliche yes....true...totally!
Thanks to everyone who encouraged me throughout all of last year...it was a doozy...one of the roughest years ever in life...you know who you are and i hope this year i will get the chance to return the favors :)
Peace to all
~Lo out
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