Random day off...again so instead of lying on the couch passing out the sound of mtvU music i decided to go out and see if going back to college is what my next big life move should be....eh now im unsure. It was just so overwhelming and the hoops lazy people too busy gossiping, eating mcdonalds, along with the clouds of smoke produced by black&milds *winces* well.....im not exactly feeling encouraged...then again im not putting my foot down either...idk im just sooo uh so unsure about what to do! if i dont go back then i best be finding an amazing job so i can FINALLY move out of my house! i just see it has me struggling to only dig a hole instead of a bridge to success. Thus where the whole cliche words of wisdom from the "Good ole book" come in and...tho i feel better....i just wish the bible was more like Tom Riddle's diary where God would be like"hey Lo the next thing i want you to do is such an such!" regardless if it was picking up crap....at least i would for certain know thats what God had instored for me in life at that moment....and i would be more than ok with that! On the bright side at least talking to my loan people assured me that IF i decided to go back to school it wouldnt really be that hard to do....So at most i am relieved that i have a door open for me.....even tho im not soooooo crazy about it.
Ok like i promised here is a pic of my peice i have been working on....btws this is just a hobby of mine and i do this to help release emotions....which it does in fact help :)
~Lo out
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