My darkroom

I find comfort in my dark family room when it's late at night, hot raman noodles, the *exhale* and mentally saying "ok so this is how it is and I've just got to deal and move on.". I wouldn't say I'm worried about my future now, tho I do feel so blank. no matter what I may desire one second....a second later I'm just like....eh maybe not...strange as it seems I also find comfort in uncertainty because it's proof I'm not ok with staying the same.  I do feel dumb that I'm trying to idk if "copy" is the right word, but I guess you could say I do try and use others close to me as fashion icons.....but I'm sucking horribly! ...I'm 22 almost 23 and I still dress like im in highschool...lil punky girl along with a mix of hipsterness.....yeah...ouch yeah I just want to be me...but style wise I don't have one that says hey this is Lo a hot, sassy, confident, and yet mature and moral adult...how would that look?  There is only so much you can do with a curvy 5'3 frame...*sigh* 

I have no idea what I'm doing....






.....but at least I'm trying 


~Lo out