I had a pretty fun day today. Although i have to say...its weird that i had more fun with just myself then being with my old church friends....mostly because even after all this time i still have no clue how to involve myself in coversations. Its so frustrating feeling like im invisible. then at the same time im seeing it as a humble thing as well. soo many times i did stupid stuff or i said stupid things just to get noticed and i would only be temporarily deserted by my friends. learning the life lesson of holding my tounge has been a long and painfully irritating task...but im glad i have it down...to regain people's trust feels so good and worth it! thinking back about how long it took to have my friends be pleased with me....is a helpful reminder that its ok to sit in the background and wait to be called upon.....because eventually...
they will :)
~Lo out
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