I tried to go to church today, but I didn't last very long. I made it through a kids choir special...and to be honest that was kinda hard. I could feel this lump in the back of my throat and as soon as they annouced 5mins for meet and greet time I left unknowingly to the others. I took a longer way home to drive past her...she had really pretty flowers on her grave :) I dont understand how i could feel so bummed when i didnt have that good of a connection with her like bunny/momma did....maybe i did and im just surprised because im not an "infant" person. I had fun the last 2 nights playin with eli :) that kid is the worlds most adorable boy...he should be in a commercial or somethin...and im not just saying that cuz he is family....if you know my family....be honest you would agree too ;) I'm really thankful God put him in my life...it feels good to be wanted by a man....even if he is 21yrs younger than me...lol. I guess my hope now is that i can focus on getting back into my usual role as an associate for a super girly store....i do miss my co-workers and mangers.....i guess i just dont miss those customers that make me feel like a failure...cuz i dont want to hear any of that negativity right now....
aw pandora...how you understand me :)
All American Rejects: "Paper Heart"
my all time favorite song by my #1 band....
~Lo out
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