I'm tired and burnt out. I have had amazing times with friends.....and i dont want to lose that right now because im not positive right now.....im trying to be that strong person in the house right now because my parents deserve someone who is willing to step up to the plate ya knw? my mom/dad deserve a chance to grieve....and they cant do that if they are taking care of everything still....and if i were my older sister...i would like some time to myself without having to worry about my taking care of a kid......i guess im more dissapointed in myself for not continuing to have the strength i have had that last week or so.....im not sure God is trying to show me with this.....i have been staying more in touch with Him lately...and im quite aware of His unfailing strength....but maybe im supose to be tired and hurting for a reason... :/
~Lo out
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