I cannot tell you how many times I typed and then deleted what I typed for this post. This has been the most frustrating posting ever, but whatever I type is staying! (well unless I spell something wrong and notice it....)
Ugh I hate it when someone (figuratively speaking) shoves me into a scenario in which I would prefer not to be in. How am I suppose to run away if their blocking the exists!
Psst...maybe that's because you shouldn't be running Lo.....
Ugh I know it's childish but what else AM I suppose to do? Break down infront of everyone and look like a pathetic, annoying, little girl in a 21 year old body??
Uh....fyi Lo YOU ALREADY ARE!
*bangs head on desk*
Why am I having a conversation with myself about myself.....
I have always called out those around me for putting their "church face on" and how is me trying to avoid a panic attack not a "church face" because it is... I mean why even have the blog continuing if I am just going to hide who I truly am from the outside? Good point...(yes I just agreed with myself).....but still don't want to do this! What's so wrong with....
I am not finishing that statement because I know deep down inside that being selfish is wrong and I shouldn't even be thinking of my own concerns....
~Lo out
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