So I have some good news and some bad news... Bad news is tomorrow (unless I feel like it) will be the only post till sunday. Good news is I'm sure I will have loads to tell yall on sunday's post! Why????
Well I will be off at Camp Willow Run for a church retreat attempting to hopefully figure out why I'm hoping this weekend will jumpstart my "dead" heart and get me closer to Christ again! It's been soooo long since I have sensed His presence. I'm going to be honest and say that I really do need His voice whispering in my ear telling if what I am doing is good or bad...like the cricket in pinocchio...does anyone know why some fairy chick would use a cricket for a wooden boy's conscious????
Anyway, I really do not know what to expect out of the weekend. I mean don't get me wrong I'm totally hoping for a spiritual awakening, but I shouldn't be banking on this weekend for that to happen. Yeah I know I mentioned last post I felt guilty for sinning, and yet that moment wasn't "intense" enough for me to change the "error of my ways". That being said I shouldn't expect a weekend away change my whole outlook on life, but at the same time I need to keep an open mind because it could possibly change me permanently in some positive way. At least no matter what I will be out of the house and that's a retreat in and of itself!
Ugh I have quite the busy day tomorrow...thank goodness! I need to pack, see my grandparents, find a new battery for my cell (that water didn't destroy completely!), hmm ok so maybe that isn't as busy as most people's day lol but the fact that I have ANYTHING planned is busy for me lol....hey but you know what they say.....
Idol hands are the devil's playground!
~Lo out
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