Change is always a tough thing to accept, BUT what if the focus was on why God allowed that change to happen instead of dwelling or getting over ones head in it????
In my case realizing God didn't "screw" me over taking Papa away from me....He was not only finally allow him to enter the much deserved pearly gates of heaven...but God also took my training wheels off of my love bike...God knew I was capable of turning to Him to get love....He had to sadly take away what I thought was the only source if love I thought I had. Sure I expected to get a lil something out of retreat but not a huge life changing realization! one thing said that stuck out to me is that we do need to spiritually grow up! We have to challenge ourselves and that was something I always struggle with! Uh soooo many light bulb moments!!
Anyway gosh I'm starving! Oh I fixed the language issue :) yeah I also learned to encourage myself like to participate in social activities with strangers...BTdubs I got to check off "be in the center of a giant dance circle" on the mental bucket list....I should put it on paper........well this weekend even though I'm not getting chances to sleep in... I am stepping out of my comfort zone and meeting some pretty cool people on my OWN!! Lol uh soo crazy for me! Lol yeah for getting closer to the "land of OZ" or do want to be going to Kansas???
*whistles* come on Toto!
~Lo out
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